Ibsaa – point, blank- you love to be in control.
You love to be in control of Everything!
You think it’s helping you when in fact, it is hurting you. You have to let go and let God take over.
God wants to take over. You just have to let Him.
There will still be pain and suffering in the world whether you try to be God or not, so I suggest you let go of the rains.
I know it gives you this sense of enjoyment and a feeling of empowerment as if you are in control, but it is really hurting you. Your twitching only gets worse, you get angry a lot faster and just overall frustrated that things don’t always go your way.
You know why? Because you are not God and no matter how hard you try to be, you never will be Him. Let God do His job. He doesn’t need your help.
I know a part of you wants to be God because you’ve always felt like a nobody, but you can’t. Just be Ibsaa. That’s good enough for God and for you.
Just wait and see how many great characteristics and qualities God blessed you with when you stop trying to be God and be who God created you to be – Ibsaa Jamal Adam.
The world is not going to end, you are not going to die tomorrow (God forbid), and your family is not going to fall apart because you stopped trying to be God.
God will take care of the world, you and your family. He has been doing that all along anyways and will never stop.
Just try it out and see what happens. Just spend a day as Ibsaa – not as “God” – and see how it goes. You will thank me – trust me!